I can't tell the difference between the good and the bad.
It is unfortunate when people you perceive to be genuine turn out to be fakes.
I don't know how to trust anymore.
I don't trust myself.
Why would I expect anyone including myself to be authentic in this artificial world?
I never want to see a tanning salon, a nail salon, a wal-mart, a happy meal ever again in my life. i never want to see a square again. I never want to see this lap top again.

I want to escape the unnatural, the brain washing, the traumatization that has desensitized myself and an entire nation. fuck this.

My feelings are permanently hurt. It doesn't even fucking matter anymore.